I don’t know if this is a temporary thing or forever thing.
It’s weird to me as I thought I’d be quitting 20 years from now. However, I’ve moved. I don’t think I’ll be reopening. I am grief stricken with missing the kids I left in Maryland. I dream about them. I cry about them.
I didn’t realize how attached I had become. I knew I loved and cared for them. However, I truly view child care as business. So I’m caught off guard by the extreme of my emotions.
So with reflecting on the amount of loss I feel right now. I don’t know if I want to open again, as I do not want to get attached to the kids to this level anymore.
So I am thinking of selling all of my stuff and calling it quits for good.
It’s weird to me as I thought I’d be quitting 20 years from now. However, I’ve moved. I don’t think I’ll be reopening. I am grief stricken with missing the kids I left in Maryland. I dream about them. I cry about them.
I didn’t realize how attached I had become. I knew I loved and cared for them. However, I truly view child care as business. So I’m caught off guard by the extreme of my emotions.
So with reflecting on the amount of loss I feel right now. I don’t know if I want to open again, as I do not want to get attached to the kids to this level anymore.
So I am thinking of selling all of my stuff and calling it quits for good.
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