I lost my first dcg this week after DCM found out that DCD was cheating on her while he is in Iraq. DCM took the girl immediately and moved 3 hours away.
NOW, another dc family is thinking of moving too. 5 y.o. dcb is getting bullied at school and apparently hates the town we live in because of it. This family also has a 2 y.o. dcg so I would be down 2 more kids in the matter of less than a year. Granted, this isn't a for sure thing but it's still something I have to think about.
I am feeling defeated today and irritated. I understand both situations and I feel for them but I'm so afraid of ending up with no kids all of a sudden. I have 10 all together but they are all part time. I have another 4 dck's from the same family where the mom is a professor so she's off for the summer. Then another 2 that will be leaving next March because care will no longer be needed. I have one after schooler that I won't lose for at least another 3-4 years. BUT MAN! I'm upset and concerned.
This isn't really question based but I'm at a total loss since I've only been doing this since August of last year. We are in the adoption process and I can't bear to think of having to put that on hold from having no job/dckids. Not to mention, I've always dreamed of being a SAHM even if I'm working from home.
NOW, another dc family is thinking of moving too. 5 y.o. dcb is getting bullied at school and apparently hates the town we live in because of it. This family also has a 2 y.o. dcg so I would be down 2 more kids in the matter of less than a year. Granted, this isn't a for sure thing but it's still something I have to think about.
I am feeling defeated today and irritated. I understand both situations and I feel for them but I'm so afraid of ending up with no kids all of a sudden. I have 10 all together but they are all part time. I have another 4 dck's from the same family where the mom is a professor so she's off for the summer. Then another 2 that will be leaving next March because care will no longer be needed. I have one after schooler that I won't lose for at least another 3-4 years. BUT MAN! I'm upset and concerned.
This isn't really question based but I'm at a total loss since I've only been doing this since August of last year. We are in the adoption process and I can't bear to think of having to put that on hold from having no job/dckids. Not to mention, I've always dreamed of being a SAHM even if I'm working from home.
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